Saturday, April 23, 2005

Stressed...

I really dunno what I want in life at times. Being married is the happiest moment of my life. Am I really happy about it? I know my wife is very hardworking, have I really been neglecting her?

Some of my friends who have known me would find it very surprised that how come I can still go club once in a while.....and worst thing of all I club alone.

What am I addicted to anyway? Ever since I contacted "Rotator Cuff Injury", I have been feeling pretty less mobile as before with my left arm. It really hurts when I lift up heavy stuff and rotating arms. I guess I bought this upon myself. PIAH MIA on the beach so much....I just have too much energy in my body. Is this part of my stress?

I only have a lot of physical energy, but wouldnt it be more beneficial for me if I can convert my physical energy to mental energy instead?

This week been clubbing for 2 times already.....Wed at Liquid Room for launch of Republika CD and Fri at Attica. MOST displeased person would definitely be my wife.....sleeping all alone while me at club seeking all the atmosphere of music.

Still wondering whether am I taking the excuse of being stressed to go clubbing? Indeed very true that I got addicted to shuffling recently. So every clubbing night is like a shuffling practice....

Anyway, I kinda dislike how Attica is being run.....the cover charges is quite ridiculous.