Stressed...

I really dunno what I want in life at times. Being married is the happiest moment of my life. Am I really happy about it? I know my wife is very hardworking, have I really been neglecting her?

Some of my friends who have known me would find it very surprised that how come I can still go club once in a while.....and worst thing of all I club alone.

What am I addicted to anyway? Ever since I contacted "Rotator Cuff Injury", I have been feeling pretty less mobile as before with my left arm. It really hurts when I lift up heavy stuff and rotating arms. I guess I bought this upon myself. PIAH MIA on the beach so much....I just have too much energy in my body. Is this part of my stress?

I only have a lot of physical energy, but wouldnt it be more beneficial for me if I can convert my physical energy to mental energy instead?

This week been clubbing for 2 times already.....Wed at Liquid Room for launch of Republika CD and Fri at Attica. MOST displeased person would definitely be my wife.....sleeping all alone while me at club seeking all the atmosphere of music.

Still wondering whether am I taking the excuse of being stressed to go clubbing? Indeed very true that I got addicted to shuffling recently. So every clubbing night is like a shuffling practice....

Anyway, I kinda dislike how Attica is being run.....the cover charges is quite ridiculous.

Frisky Friday @ Liquid Room (16 Apr 05)

Was a last minute thing to join my friends for clubbing.....

Had a great time shuffling

DJ Stingray was superb, his music really can bring up and down tempo of the mood of the clubbers.

Laptop revives

Seems like it's either XP sucks or HP sucks?

It's almost like the 6th time that my laptop couldnt get into XP, have to reinstall the OS and all the necessary applications. Still can't tell whether is it a hardware or OS problem.

Anyway, it's up and running now again...Good to go!

Think it will be hell of a month for me for some deadlines. When can I quit? Wasn't happy working at all. Everyday is like a drag to work.....

Back to work...

After finally clearing my marriage leave(5days), it's like I just start to work for this week. It's Thursday and tomolo is Friday. How nice to work only 2 days per week.....FAT HOPE!

Wasn't too good to work as I have a few things bothering me. Have been thinking about my own life recently.

Did I live right as a human? Am I happy with myself?

First of all, I would say for a human like me is very normal looking, except that I look like a bang-ga-la?

Have been in the state of enjoyment with friends and trips overseas, but did I really ENJOY myself? Was the $$ well-spent?

I am actually in a total loss state of mind actually......still pondering.....

Taiwan trip 2005 (31 Mar - 3 Apr)

It has been furthest trip which I have ever been so far.

Went along with my brother-in-law and mum-in-law + my wife. The moment we reached Taipei, wow it was kinda chilly, but I cannot remember what's the temperature was that. Think it was 14 degree celsius.

Been to a few places like Shi Lin, Mo Tian Lun, and many more (beeps : me bad with remember names of interests).

One thing which I didnt expected to go was MOS Taipei. Funny thing I didnt know where was it, wanted to take taxi there. In fact, we are at the location which was so near to MOS Taipei and the taxi-driver just told us to walk down like 5min distance only.

Went to MOS Taipei, was indeed very impressed with the dance space and tremenous number of clubbers in there, all dressed to the mood. Too bad my cam got no more memory to take any photos there.